Heart-Centered Awareness – Our Portal to Joy

Heart Centered Awareness - Our Portal to Joy

By Melissa Joy Jonsson

Guest Writer for Wake Up World

When we move from comparative logic to heart centered unity we find whole new possibilities for perceiving and predicting experiences for our lives. Perhaps all our limitations in life are rooted in limited perspectives about life. ~ Glenda Green, Keys to Jeshua

The field of the heart provides us with direct access to our inner voice, our inner wisdom, and our inner chamber of limitless potential. The field of the heart creates a coherent connection with universal consciousness. There are no limitations when accessing the field of the heart, and similarly, there are no limitations to the infinite methods or strategies for noticing, listening, and speaking from the field of the heart.

When attention takes us to a particular space or place within an individual’s field, we are not just interacting with that space or place. We are interacting with information. Consider that everything in the universe is comprised of light, information, and resonance. When we observe a particular space or place, we create resonance with the information embedded within what we notice. It is the very act of observing information in a state of neutrality that provides a vehicle for transformation to occur.

Patterns appear to change when we observe a particular space or place from the field of the heart. We aren’t really doing anything in particular, other than observing information. However, the act of observing entangles the observer with the observed, and this facilitates a different resonance with, or expression of, the information.

Information in a pattern may be contained within torsion fields. Torsion fields are thought to exist everywhere in universal consciousness.[1]  The field of the heart is a torsion field.[2] It presents like a doughnut comprised of two counter-rotating fields, with the inner torsion spinning in one direction and the outer torsion spinning in the opposite direction. Within these torsion fields, there is a vortex. Within the vortex, information as potential couples with both of the enfolding torsion fields. This creates a certain amount of inertia and momentum simultaneously, which helps the information pop through the vacuum as form, action, and experience. Information (inform-in-action) as possibility creates experience directly from the field of the heart.

The field of the heart is not the actual physical heart, but it includes the physical heart, because the heart field is all-inclusive.

According to research conducted at Institute of HeartMath,  the heart generates the body’s most powerful and most extensive rhythmic electromagnetic field. Compared to the electromagnetic field produced by the brain, the electrical component of the heart’s field is about 60 times greater in amplitude, and permeates every cell in the body. The magnetic component is approximately 5000 times stronger than the brain’s magnetic field and can be detected several feet away from the body with sensitive magnetometers.[3]

The torsion field of the heart may be one of the very first things that forms, even before the physical heart manifests, and everything emanates from that torsion field. When we access the field of the heart, we access pure potentiality prior to that potentiality expressing as form and experience.

All morphic fields can be accessed from the field of the heart. One reason we drop down into the field of the heart is because it allows us to access a state of pure potentiality and neutrality. From the field of the heart, we can access undifferentiated states of information and consciousness potential before the information separates into form and defines itself through action, perspective, and orexperience. The heart field is the gateway to all that is, and to all that is yet to be experienced.

When we drop down into the field of the heart, we don’t usually feel, notice, or think anything at all related to that experience, because it’s not an experience, yet. The field of the heart is pure potential. When we engage in interactive reality-creation, we do it from the pure potentiality and neutrality that is the field of the heart. From the field of the heart we have access to an inherent setting that allows transformation to occur, because we are actually accessing a state of being before the collapse of the wave function.

We create resonance with a pattern before that pattern has been separated, identified, and named as a particular experience. So when we work with a knee, for example, it’s not actually a knee, because a knee is something that has been separated out from the whole, identified as, and then named as a knee. Naming this pattern creates corresponding references that limit what is possible for that knee because of all the thoughts and beliefs that accompany the preconceived world of knees as a kind of knee-dom. There is not much freedom in knee-dom. But, there is freedom to engage in unlimited choices when we play with knee as an unnamed pattern.

When we do not label or name something, it simply becomes a pattern of information. A pattern becomes pure potentiality, and in that statelessness, we gain access to equally weighted possibilities. This approach facilitates the probability of transformation into actuality.

The physics of heart-centered awareness is the same torsion-field physics that supports action at a distance, remote healing, instantaneous healing, time-travel, levitation, invisibility, and unlimited (free) energy. The physics of torsion fields is an emerging model of physics that has been available for thousands of years. It is the physics of us. It is the physics of love.

The Physics of Us

There is utility in having a general idea of the various physics models presented here, as they offer insight into practical aspects of reality-creation. We are addressing some of them in this article to assist us in leveraging our own abilities to create desired changes in our lives.

Understanding the physics provides maps for navigating through patterns of consciousness. Remember, though, the maps are not the territory. Rather, they are models that explain consciousness, and thus they are useful to expand our experience of ourselves as limitless beings.

In addition, understanding the physics enables us to embody an awareness of how we can notice and experience ourselves differently. The physics we address in this article helps us comprehend how change and transformation can happen instantly and how, in the very next moment, life can be different.

Specifically, a general understanding of torsion-field physics further assists us in recognizing our role in consciously connecting to morphic fields and memes. Morphic fields and memes are containers for consciousness, torsion fields of information, which, through resonance, shape and form our individual (and shared) experiences.

Consider the following explanations that leverage certain principles in torsion-field physics and quantum physics, as well as offer simplified descriptions of interactive reality-creation. Furthermore, they shed more light upon the influence that individual perspective plays in creating conscious experience.

Light may be the source of life and all living things, including you and I, are made of biophotons, which are light. Biophotons create a coherent body hologram, generating torsion fields, while also communicating with torsion fields in the aura.[4]

Torsion fields appear to be everywhere in the universe and the communication of information by torsion fields is not limited to space or time. Torsion fields can communicate with other torsion fields anywhere, instantly.[5]

Information in universal consciousness is organized in morphic fields, which inform behavioral habits through morphic resonance.[6]  Memes also inform and create programmed behavior by transmitting thoughts virally from one person to another.[7]  It was postulated that both morphic fields and memes might utilize torsion fields, which are everywhere, as containers for information and communication.

The universe might be a hologram. Nothing is separate and everything is connected.[8]  In a hologram, parts of the hologram contain the whole. So, if the universe is a hologram, we are a hologram.

If we are made of light (biophotons), which we are, and light creates the body hologram that communicates information through torsion fields, and if torsion fields are everywhere, then according to holographic principles, the universe is made of light, information, and torsion fields, too.

Universal consciousness is all and every-thing comes from no-thing, which is undifferentiated consciousness potential. Well, how does nothing become something? How does that which is distinction-less and formless flow into distinction and form?

Torsion as Consciousness Spinning in “Ether” Direction

Physicist Daniel Winter postulates that the answer lies in the ether or non-material substance of the universe. Winter’s ether (aether) model, implosion physics, is nicely summarized in Jan Wicherink’s informative book, Souls of Distortion Awakening:

Daniel Winter presents a physics model called “implosion physics.” He concludes that the entire universe, the material world is created from one non-material substance, the aether. The aether is a kind of super conductive fluid that flows right through all physical objects. The aether vacuum is an extremely dense nonetheless frictionless medium. The best comparison for the aether being non-material in nature is the super conductive state of helium. When helium is cooled down to temperatures below 2 degrees Kelvin it becomes a super-fluid, which means that objects can move through this fluid with no friction at all.[9]

Daniel Winter believes that vortexes, little eddies or tornados in the fluid-like aether, are the basic building blocks of matter. Since the aether is some kind of a fluid, it follows the well-known physical laws of hydrodynamics.[10]

Let’s make sure we read that correctly: “little eddies or tornadoes .  .  . are the basic building blocks of matter.” Hmm? A torsion field is an eddy. A torsion field is the shape of a tornado. A torsion field is a torus. The field of the heart is a torus.

Now the torus is a unique flow form in hydrodynamics; it allows fluids to spiral inwards and outwards on the same surface of the torus. It is a very stable flow form. If the universe is essentially created from one universal substance, the aether, it must be form that is used to create different and separate things out of this universal substance. The torus is nature’s perfect flow form to create a seemingly separate entity in the formless aether that is stable enough to last.[11]

According to Winter’s model, the torus is the container for consciousness potential to experience itself in form. Torsion fields spin. When spinning, torsion fields multiply. Multiple torsion fields, as vehicles for universal consciousness, nest together, creating what are known as platonic solids or geometric shapes. Depending upon the number of nested torsion fields, the shapes will change, giving rise to different geometric forms. This nesting can continue indefinitely, in an infinite number of fractal patterns that are holonomic expressions.[12]

The implosion model states:

Matter is the stable flow form pattern emerging from the aether. It takes on geometrical shapes from a formless energy, creating the illusion of separate electron particles in the electron shells and the particles that make up the nucleus.[13]

Winter also maintains that the electrons in the electron shells correspond with the vortexes that are nested in Platonic symmetries. Winter believes the electron particles are actually vortex waveforms.[14]

For purposes of this article, consider aether (ether) the undifferentiated sea of consciousness potential. The ether as unconditional love is this sea of potential without a mechanism for experiencing itself. There appear to be no conditions for love to know itself.

In seeking to know and experience itself, that which is unconditional love, as light, may have begun to dance and spin in its own vibration. That dance of spin may be what created a torsion field, and perhaps subsequent torsion fields are spun from that original spin. Multiple torsion fields nest together, creating reflections and a geometry of coherence, forming a container that love as light can pour itself into to experience itself through the distinctions of unlimited possibilities.

Collapse of the Wave Function and Our Awareness

Collapse of the wave function is a common quantum physics term that stems from the famous double-slit experiment popularized by physicist Richard Feynman. The double-slit experiment demonstrates that matter and energy can display characteristics of both waves and particles.[15]

Simply stated, scientists were interested in exploring the nature of an electron and wanted to determine whether it was a particle or a wave. When they were in the room observing the electron, it behaved as a particle, which conformed to their expectations. When scientists left the room and were not observing the electron, but videotaped the activity, the electron behaved like an indiscriminate wave. Scientists concluded that the expectations of the researchers collapsed the wave function, changing it from probable wave states to particle-based fixed forms. They concluded that, indeed, the consciousness of the observer collapses the wave function.

So why are we concerned with what a particle may be doing or whether it is waving or not waving when we are not looking at it? When we understand that our observations and expectations actually influence the apparent behavior of reality, then we are empowered to actively play with interactive reality-creation. Reality is neither particle nor wave. It is both and neither simultaneously, and as co-creators with universal consciousness, we influence how reality shapes itself.

Likewise, in our continual observations of our reality, and ourselves, we repeatedly collapse the wave function into a state of sameness, or a state of no-change. We perceive through the same lens of awareness, and that collapses the wave function from various possibility states into the ones we have chosen to observe for ourselves. Our limited lens of awareness creates perceptual biases that filter what we are able to notice and experience.

How we perceive life is a result of how we collapse wave functions. Our perspectives, our observations, our opinions, our thoughts, and our beliefs are continually collapsing the wave function from unlimited possibilities, to probability states, into what we actually observe and perceive as our experience. We see what we expect to see, and we are continually and consistently collapsing the wave function.

When we play in a powerful morphic field, such as ME, it is presumed that we are uncollapsing the wave function from a particle-based, fixed, immutable, limited-perspective reality. We are uncollapsing the wave function froma single causal reality, which is a state of no-change with no flexibility, into wave-based states of possibilities or a state of flux.[16]  From a wave-based state of flux, we are able to perform what is referred to as a second weak-collapse of the wave function into a new configuration of consciousness, a new state of change. We are able to move from a state of no-change with no flexibility, to a state of flux, to a new state of change or transformation.

The collapse of the wave function is what happens when we exercise choice. Consider that the field of consciousness potential is a coherent smear of infinite information and undifferentiated potential. Consciousness potential is all-inclusive and excludes nothing. Out of a coherent, undifferentiated infinite field, which is much like a motionless sea of potential, distinct possibility states well up as waves in the expanse that decoheres from the all into subsets. These subsets remain part of the all, but they have wavelike characteristics that are in motion and can be tracked by the intuitive right brain.

From that state of decoherence, these possibility waves become even more probable in that some waves have more density or are more heavily weighted with information. Possibility waves that are more densely weighted become probability states that are then more likely to collapse. When we allow for choice to enter through the left brain logic frame of the observer, there is a collapse of the wave function from multiple probable states into actuality, much like a drop of water coalescing with the sand. Wave transforms into particle, as consciousness, through individual observation, collapses into wave function, and what is noticed is matter, form, and experience.

Collapse of Wave Function and Torsion Fields

As we have learned, torsion fields are everywhere, even in our personal fields.[17]

When we collapse the wave function from possibility to actuality as a defined personal perspective (particle of reality), this particle of electron-perspective has a spin (an angular momentum of perspective). Each perspective or particle spin creates a torsion field in its wake.[18]

An individual perspective, represented and reflected by the wave function collapse, also creates a torsion field that is encoded as part of collective consciousness. As we know, torsion fields can transmit and receive information anywhere at anytime. Thus, our personal perspective creates a torsion field that encodes the information of our angle or personal vantage point. This torsion field is then enfolded within the torsion fields of the ether, or the universal fabric of consciousness. Our unique spin on things is encoded in the hologram.

Our choices, thoughts, emotions, and consistently held states are available for others to resonate with, through torsion fields. This is perhaps why our personal thoughts, emotions, choices, and resonance can influence the world, which lends exciting understanding to Mahatma Gandhi’s famous proclamation, “You must be the change you wish to see in the world.”

When we become the change we wish to see, our individual body hologram of light emits torsion fields based on the spin of our particular electrons or personal vantage point. Change the spin, and you change what becomes more likely to occur for you and for the collective consciousness.

Our thoughts, emotions, and choices do not happen in a vacuum; they influence what is expressed from the vacuum of infinite potential. How we collapse the wave function, as well as how we uncollapse the wave function, influences everything, because everything is connected and everything is synchronized through reciprocal torsion-field communication by one, with the all.

Our personal perspectives, which can change in an instant, have an effect that reverberates out to collective consciousness. This ripple effect has no limits in the same way universal consciousness is unlimited in its potential.

Playing in Waves Changes the Tide and Current

Some speculate that an uncollapse of the wave function happens naturally when we play. Play puts us in our hearts and enables us to bypass our linear, logical, analytical brain, which constructs reality based on what is familiar. The logical part of the brain compartmentalizes and segregates information. It sorts through information, based on similarities, by categorizing and organizing what it encounters. It notices what is the same, not what is different. This part of our awareness separates, identifies, and names. The linear, logical part of the brain, often referred to as the left brain, is a serial processor that is capable of tracking little more than a few bits of information at a time. As such, the left brain maintains order in reality by collapsing the wave function from multiple waves of possibilities into just one choice. Each choice seems to follow the prior choice in a linear, sequential fashion.

The reasoning left brain part of awareness decides what to perceive, based on what it already knows, and then only what is familiar is noticed and subsequently experienced. The left brain appears to be governed by a separative, particle-based reality. The left brain is the mechanism that chooses. It subjects its awareness to only the limited drop of water, which has separated out from the wave into the sand. The left brain collapses the wave function; perceiving with limitations, to see exactly what it expects to see.

When we learn to expand our awareness into a state of playfulness, beyond any expectations, agendas, or attachment to outcomes, beyond what we expect to see, beyond thinking, then we enter into the domain of right brain awareness. By perceiving via the intuitive right brain, we are able to readily uncollapse the wave function into various possibility waves that await our further recognition.

The intuitive part of our brain, often referred to as the right brain, is a parallel processor that is able to track and follow multiple waves of possibilities simultaneously. The right brain can track patterns of information as probabilities before they become actualized. The language of the right brain is symbolic in nature and is very pattern oriented. It can track and follow connections that typically are not captured by the segregating serial processing of the left brain. The right brain appears to be governed by waves of interconnecting grids of possibilities. It is able to follow many waves prior to their becoming droplets of choice in the sand.

By dropping down into the field of the heart, we enter into a coherent state of awareness, thus bypassing the segregation and limitations of the mind and accessing the totality of consciousness before the wave collapses.

We go directly to the sea of coherent potential that resides in the field of the heart. We tap into consciousness potential by connecting to the most authentic part of ourselves that knows itself as whole, limitless, timeless, and dimensionless. We leverage coherence within a unified field when we drop into heart-centered awareness. There is no doing from that state of heart-centered being. It is an altered state of consciousness that, when embodied, becomes a vehicle for a new reality based in unity, love, and limitless potential.

Dropping into the torus field of the heart is as easy as breathing. We usually do not think about breathing, and yet it happens. Similarly, we often do not notice when we are in or out of our heart space. Noticing heart-centered awareness assists us in consistently and effortlessly accessing a space of grace where transformation is most likely to occur.

Practical Play: Dropping Down into the Field of the Heart

  • Breathe in. On your exhale, simply relax your physiology. Drop your shoulders and allow your awareness to relax into the center of your being or your physical body. Notice the calmness and stillness and absence of thought. From this space, notice what you notice. What information begins to well up from your inner being?
  • Ask an open-ended question, like, “What would I notice if I were to allow my awareness to move back into the heart field?” or “Where am I in relation to the field of my heart?” Follow that awareness and connect to it. From this space, notice what you notice.
  • Consider that the field of the heart is what you are. The electromagnetic field of the heart is one of the first things that pops through the vacuum. Therefore, you are always in your heart. Awareness is what moves us in and out of resonance with the heart space.
  • Imagine an elevator (E-love-ator). See a miniature version of yourself stepping into the elevator and allow for the doors to close. Press the Down button. Follow your awareness as the elevator descends out of your head, down through your throat, and even further down into your chest cavity. Allow for the elevator doors to open. Notice what you notice when you step out of the elevators into that space of no space and no place.
  • Take a moment to feel into someone or something you love. Feel that connection. Notice the feeling and allow for that feeling to move through your entire body. Invite that feeling to center in the torsion field of your heart and then ask it to speak to you.
  • Recognize that the field of the heart is connected to everything. Notice in your awareness that you are not separate—a separate body or being. See yourself as a vitamin C tablet. Like dropping an effervescent vitamin C tablet into a glass of water, drop yourself through your awareness and feel it within as your sense of separation dissolves. Notice that you feel a sense of dropping in and expanding out simultaneously. There is no separation between you and everything else. You are present in the here and now and also present everywhere. Ask your heart what it would tell you if you were to listen to it, now.
  • Get silly! See a waterslide from your head to a pool in the field of the heart. Energetically pop your eyeballs out of your head, drop them onto the slide, and let them drop into the pool with a big splash. As your eyeballs resurface, notice your attention from the field of the heart.
  • Notice the constant flow of thoughts in your brain or awareness without attachment to them. The more thoughts we have, the less likely we will be to listen to our heart. See your thoughts as clouds floating by. Do not attach to them. Observe them neutrally with a sense of curiosity and without judgment. Observing thoughts and experiences without judgment keeps us in a state of heart-centered awareness.
  • Pay attention to genuine desires. Desires well up from the field of the heart and are cues or placeholders by which our awareness gets our attention. Desires are the language of the heart speaking to us. When we listen, we move into a flow where desires become manifestations and experiences.
  • Trust yourself. One way to notice, speak, and listen from the heart is to start trusting in yourself. The more you develop a sense of trust in yourself, the more your heart will lead in navigating your consciousness. The more you resonate in trust, the more your mind will follow your heart’s intelligence.
  • Let go of all sense of not being in your heart. Remember, the thought of a problem can become the problem. Ask yourself, “If I knew what I might notice were I to listen to my heart, regardless of what anyone else might suggest, what methods of dropping into my heart might I discover?”

It is useful to consider that the field of the heart is a space of no space, so it is not really something you drop into, per se. Rather, it is something you already are but have perhaps moved away from in awareness. Sometimes it is easier to see the heart field expanding around you like a pink bubble of unconditional love. Notice how expanded you feel when centered in this bubble.

While initially it is common not to sense or feel anything when we drop into the field of the heart, there often does tend to be a bubbling up or a wave of sheer joy emanating from this sea of potential. This state of joy heralds a return to our natural state of being as universal consciousness, and its infinite potential moves through us without resistance. Joy may be present regardless of external circumstances, and it is a powerfully graceful side effect of heart-centered awareness.

We can access our full potential when we move beyond the perspectives of what we think we know into the field of the heart. Any rigid adherence to ideas and beliefs about anything creates limiting parameters that shroud us from expanding into the realm of indeterminacy, where all things are possible.

By opening into not-knowing, we gain access to everything that spans beyond the inkling of what we may know.

From an expansive space of not-knowing, our awareness moves from a limited perspective into that which is perspective-less and limitless. Knowing no-thing provides access to the all.

M-Joy Practically Speaking

This article was excerpted and adapted from Melissa Joy’s book “M-Joy Practically Speaking:  Matrix Energetics and Living Your Infinite Potential” – available now on Amazon

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1. http://www.divinecosmos.com.

2. Institute of HeartMath, “The HeartMath Definition.”

3. Waking Times, “Heart Has Its Own ‘Brain’ and Consciousness.”
4. Swanson, “Life Force: The Scientific Basis,” 43.

5. Hammond, “Torsion Power.”

6. http://www.sheldrake.org/research/glossary.
7. Brodie, Virus of the Mind, 11.

8. http://www.rense.com/general69/holoff.htm.

9. Wicherink, “Aether Vibrations.”

10. Ibid.

11. Ibid.

12. Ibid.

13. Ibid.

14. Ibid.

15. http://www.iop.org/news/13/mar/page_59670.html.

16. Swanson, Life Force: The Scientific Basis, 524.

17. .

18. Hammond, “Torsion Power.”

About the author:
Melissa Joy

Melissa Joy Jonsson (M-Joy) is best known for her ability to engage people from all over the world to embrace their True Authentic Power by playing in the field of the heart. She has a unique perspective on how we are able to experience living joyfully and loving completely.

Melissa has been teaching popular life-transformational Matrix Energetics® seminars around the globe since 2008. She is the founder and instructor of the “M-Joy” seminar series, a unifying movement in consciousness dedicated to exploring and expanding heart-centered awareness and practical personal empowerment for everyone. Prior to creating a career she loves, she spent almost fifteen years as an executive in the pharmaceutical industry.

Melissa is the author of the books “Little Book of Big Potentials: 24 Fields of Flow, Fulfillment, Abundance, and Joy in Everyday Life”(July 2015) and “M-Joy Practically Speaking; Matrix Energetics and Living Your Infinite Potential”(March 2014). She co-authored “Into the Matrix: Guides, Grace, and The Field of the Heart” and “The Physics of Miracles: Tapping in to the Field of Consciousness Potential” with Dr. Richard Bartlett. She is also the author of Practical Play the Heart-Centered Way: A Complementary Play Guide to Little Book of Big Potentials (January 2016).

Melissa has a bachelor’s degree in psychology from the University of California at Santa Barbara. She attended graduate studies at Pepperdine University’s Graziado School of Business and Management.

She is sought after as a respected published author and as a frequent guest speaker on global radio broadcasts, webinars, and tele-summits. Melissa is well known for her eloquent articulation and personal accessibility on both nationally and internationally recognized social media platforms.

Melissa Joy is passionate about inspiring every other person to realize his or her True Authentic Self (TAS) with practical, creative, and powerful wisdom that she embodies every day. She enjoys long runs near the ocean in San Diego, reading, hanging out with friends, and sharing with people the joyful journey of living their infinite potential

To learn more, please visit MJoyHeartField.com and Facebook.com/MJoyHeartField.


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